Wondering, Complaining, and Rambling

You know, without a real income, it’s really hard to write reviews for things. In order to review things, you kinda have to use, play, or see the thing. Lack of money equals lack of reviews. Sorry.

As for other writing, I don’t know what to write. Between the streams and the podcast, a lot of the content in my head has been used up. Now, it won’t always be like this. Just having a dry spell, in terms of content, but my money situation doesn’t seem to be changing anytime soon.

God, I’d love to be able to write a review of Death Stranding right now. I want to play it so bad. Everything about this game looks like it is right up my alley, but not only do I lack the funds to buy it, I don’t have a PS4 anymore. I can pretty much assume that I would give it a 5/5, then again, I don’t know. Luigi’s Mansion 3 came out as well, and I want to play that just as bad. I hate not being able to play everything anymore. The only current gen console I have left is the Switch, and I love it, but damn does it suck to miss out on the Outer Worlds (though it’s coming soon) and Modern Warfare. Basically, being broke sucks.

Despite being broke as all hell, I can’t stop creating. I’m streaming on 4 different platforms, still writing on this site, I wrote a freaking book, and now I have a weekly podcast with Something, Something, Spectrum! Which you can listen to right now, on Spotify. I’m even trying to figure out some video content for YouTube. I’m literally doing everything I can. The problem is that I can’t seem to make any money off of it. I’ve complained about this before, but at this point, that’s all I can do. I’d say I’m a professional complainer, but professionals get paid. Complaining is the only thing I can do, mainly because it is free.

I don’t know. I may not be the best at any of this, but it’s the only thing I know how to do. It’s the only thing I want to do. Only thing I have any drive for. I just hope it’s all worth it.